drinkingtea

I'm watching you

my eyes trace your every move

I see all you've become

you fall to your knees

your hands flailing desperately

but grasping at nothing

Down your face glistens everything you couldn't contain

In your eyes burns everything that you could

You collapse with the effort

the effort of staying strong

the effort of smiling

the effort of trying

There's no point when

nothing's going to get better

No point in blocking the blows

when there's no light

at the end of this dark tunnel

Why keep friends

..when you cant even keep yourself.