Here we stand.Bathed in lights.

Neon and flourescent

beautiful in sickly brilliant

our painted skin glows

glinting in the reflection of approval.

Peroxide Princesses dance past.Toothpaste smiles ;illuminating

Grasp for reality, replaced by insanity.

Queen supreme churns up pestilence like cream

Bow tied daddies flash keys to millions.

The surreptitous kisses of the city reign down upon us

call of the "wild" screams through sing-song sirens

falling victim to royalty

scanning the horizon.

Retreat into the trees, the darkness-it beckons

shadows infect with spindly tasseled fingers

creeping.creeping

submit to darkness

surrender to silence

but the luminosity stalks you

creeping. creeping

you will never be engulfed in ebony-

nothingness-never.

Here we stand. Bathed in lights.

Here the virgin moon moon blankets the ground.

A polished lump of untouched ivory

swallowed by the roars of vehemence

trees tipped in silver

purifies the promiscuous wind

softens, freezes the spiced breeze

bleaches, blushes, blesses.

..........................................................................................................

poets note: sorry if its kinda long, i wrote it for my english homework a few weeks ago, credit to fall out boy for 'peroxide princess', credit to Chuck Palhuniuk (sp?) for 'queen supreme' .thankyou so much if you bothered reading it!

bites lip

looking up

panda eyes

oh you've never seen blue glimmer so bright

bright dreams

bright hopes

bright thoughts

but tears glimmer brightest

oh so you all want a piece of this

you different, hovering shadows

she can only hold her chin up

just till she collapses

Cant take the strain 

of you different, hovering shadows.

Of

false lovers

sharp enemies (?)

dying friends

Oh so you all want a piece of this

you different, hovering shadows

Well you've pulled her apart, used her up

Nothings left.

my eyes trace your every move

I see all you've become

you fall to your knees

your hands flailing desperately

but grasping at nothing

Down your face glistens everything you couldn't contain

In your eyes burns everything that you could

You collapse with the effort

the effort of staying strong

the effort of smiling

the effort of trying

There's no point when

nothing's going to get better

No point in blocking the blows

when there's no light

at the end of this dark tunnel

Why keep friends

..when you cant even keep yourself.

i may have made some mistakes

the thing about corners is that there's no turning back

no more shelter, no more knowledge

because i dont know where to go anymore

stainless steel

am i so wrong, that i forget even what ive become

i really need someone, anyone, just to know i exist

i hate to be a burden, but please dont give up on me

pathetic and wilting can have its pretty pretty perks

stainless steel

i wear this smile for you and only you

i cant bring you down with me, you may actually have a chance

you're everything i should have been

and everything i ever looked for in a friend

but as always ive fucked it up

seemingly you've caught on to what others would tell you

after all this time, finally uve accepted it

im sorry, i just wanted to be the greatest of companions

you deserve to soar on clouds, i just blacken them with rain

dont think me out of my place

you'll do just fine

stainless steel...

...now thats just a lie, stains linger

im frightened of how i find myself panicking when i cant find you..

...times lie ahead..

...but which kind i cannot be sure

listening to: the academy is (almost here)

ok so i havent written anything here in bloody ages, oops my bad, i guess things have been..interesting recently, my mum's about to kick me off here so im gonna hurry up. A...friend (well a few months ago we certainly were) reminded me about blogs and i remembered i hadnt written one in ages so here i am. Ive begun to realise certain things recently, ill expand on that later but straight to the point, the realisation of these things has made me pretty miserable, i lost a friend who meant a lot to me, they refuse to talk unless its being harsh or mocking but stupidly im desperate to stay friends and get back wat we had, dumb? maybe, but this feels like a friend keeping, she's actually an amazing person and its tearing me up that theres this ongoing conflict but enough of that, yea yea life sucks...still not long till boyslikegirls/metro station concert and whenever they feel like telling us the long-time anticipated cobra gig-wahey!

smile.

with serious expressions

situated in the hidden

corner of the room

different situations

thorough explanations

opening arms wide to inevitable doom

with serious expressions

situated in the hidden

corner of the room

different situations

thorough explanations

opening arms wide to inevitable doom

Neon and flourescent

beautiful in sickly brilliant

our painted skin glows

glinting in the reflection of approval.

Peroxide Princesses dance past.Toothpaste smiles ;illuminating

Grasp for reality, replaced by insanity.

Queen supreme churns up pestilence like cream

Bow tied daddies flash keys to millions.

The surreptitous kisses of the city reign down upon us

call of the "wild" screams through sing-song sirens

falling victim to royalty

scanning the horizon.

Retreat into the trees, the darkness-it beckons

shadows infect with spindly tasseled fingers

creeping.creeping

submit to darkness

surrender to silence

but the luminosity stalks you

creeping. creeping

you will never be engulfed in ebony-

nothingness-never.

Here we stand. Bathed in lights.

Here the virgin moon moon blankets the ground.

A polished lump of untouched ivory

swallowed by the roars of vehemence

trees tipped in silver

purifies the promiscuous wind

softens, freezes the spiced breeze

bleaches, blushes, blesses.

..........................................................................................................

poets note: sorry if its kinda long, i wrote it for my english homework a few weeks ago, credit to fall out boy for 'peroxide princess', credit to Chuck Palhuniuk (sp?) for 'queen supreme' .thankyou so much if you bothered reading it!

i cause the shit.

I'm the niggle at the back of your mind

the voice in your head

the awkward itch

the unsettling thoughts.

I am the lie

i cause the shit.

Shadow of yourself

in turn followed by my baggage

passed you the burden,

unecessary, so sorry

i should have shouldered it alone-

after it was mine

and mine alone.

I am the lie

i cause the shit.

I dont blame you

i long ago got sick of myself

lets try to destroy her together

blackened ashes stain fingertips

i made the mistake

mistake of assumptions

assumptions and belief

belief in this goddamn nothing.

I am your lie

I cause your shit.

i cause the shit.

I'm the niggle at the back of your mind

the voice in your head

the awkward itch

the unsettling thoughts.

I am the lie

i cause the shit.

Shadow of yourself

in turn followed by my baggage

passed you the burden,

unecessary, so sorry

i should have shouldered it alone-

after it was mine

and mine alone.

I am the lie

i cause the shit.

I dont blame you

i long ago got sick of myself

lets try to destroy her together

blackened ashes stain fingertips

i made the mistake

mistake of assumptions

assumptions and belief

belief in this goddamn nothing.

I am your lie

I cause your shit.